2005 hasn't been one of my best years infact it's probably my worst, first my Grandma was diagnosed with dementia, then my Mam had a heart attack, then my Dad was diagnosed with cancer and to top it all off I've split up with my wife. I'm trying to look on the bright side as hard as it is . I just think to myself well my Mam has survived her heart attack , my Dad was given the all clear two weeks ago , I just wish I still lived full time with my beautiful daughter , I hate not being able to go into her room and kiss her goodnight everyday. I also really wish I could have a proper two way conversation with my Gran.

I'm going to have plenty of time on my hands, so I'm sure I'll be making frequent visits to my blog. I'll try and be a bit more cheery and upbeat next time.